Tears.
Laughter.
Swearing.
Bashing.
Tears Again.
Disappointment.
Laughter Again.
Year 2010 is over.
Bring it on.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
New Cut
4 days.
ATAR.
Me.
Uni.
FARRRRRRRRR..k
Wow, i'm up so late.
I'll start a new, as for now, I'M GETTING READY FOR CHRISTMAS WOO!
Jingle Bells, Batman smells, robin laid an egg :D
Night!
ATAR.
Me.
Uni.
FARRRRRRRRR..k
Wow, i'm up so late.
I'll start a new, as for now, I'M GETTING READY FOR CHRISTMAS WOO!
Jingle Bells, Batman smells, robin laid an egg :D
Night!
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Much Ado About Nothing
Year 12 is over and I've been constantly out of the house and partying away, free of the stressful VCE year that has been.
So why is it that when it's meant to be the holiday season now, that I think of school? Weird.
True, I do admit missing the highschool days where we get concession on just about everything (Well, I still do..) and being to get away with things 'cos we were still UNDER LEGAL AGE.
18. And we're "legal". What the heck. I personally know people who are 18 y/o and are certainly not the "responsible adult" we are meant to be. I thought 21 was the age that signifies the true capacity of becoming an adult. And so it is. Well..hopefully. I don't want to feel pressured into becoming an "adult" who cannot have fun, or be a "kid" or even hide their childish sides.
There shouldn't be a restriction or what an "adult" should be like. Except a few basic principles - but heck, that's mostly common sense! But as the good old saying goes - common sense is the hardest to obtain.
Through the lyrics of my favourite artist - Shota Shimizu,
"The most scariest thing is becoming an adult, where you cannot cry when you want to or say what you want, even when you love this person this much."
Since turning 18y/o, I feel that this lyric passage is true. All of a sudden the world's burden also becomes your own. Scary thought.
Even up till now, I haven't really grasped what my future aspirations are and it feels PATHETIC. One truly improves and enjoys life when they have a goal they can aim for. I only have a half-arsed goal. That's probably why I'm still acting like a silly girl and not facing the reality. Or simply, maybe I'm just too paranoid. I'm 18y/o and I'm contemplating on such matters, s seriously.
Wow. I kinda sound OLD.
^ Photography by ~WantElegance @deviantart
I just don't want to be left amongst my friends and family, being the only one not to have a dream to aspire to. Simply put, it kinda gets lonely. Oh Gosh. That was corny of me!
Aaaaaand, this journal is a public one. But at least my thoughts are out here, so that it's off myhairy chest. LOL
So why is it that when it's meant to be the holiday season now, that I think of school? Weird.
True, I do admit missing the highschool days where we get concession on just about everything (Well, I still do..) and being to get away with things 'cos we were still UNDER LEGAL AGE.
18. And we're "legal". What the heck. I personally know people who are 18 y/o and are certainly not the "responsible adult" we are meant to be. I thought 21 was the age that signifies the true capacity of becoming an adult. And so it is. Well..hopefully. I don't want to feel pressured into becoming an "adult" who cannot have fun, or be a "kid" or even hide their childish sides.
There shouldn't be a restriction or what an "adult" should be like. Except a few basic principles - but heck, that's mostly common sense! But as the good old saying goes - common sense is the hardest to obtain.
"The most scariest thing is becoming an adult, where you cannot cry when you want to or say what you want, even when you love this person this much."
Since turning 18y/o, I feel that this lyric passage is true. All of a sudden the world's burden also becomes your own. Scary thought.
Even up till now, I haven't really grasped what my future aspirations are and it feels PATHETIC. One truly improves and enjoys life when they have a goal they can aim for. I only have a half-arsed goal. That's probably why I'm still acting like a silly girl and not facing the reality. Or simply, maybe I'm just too paranoid. I'm 18y/o and I'm contemplating on such matters, s seriously.
Wow. I kinda sound OLD.
^ Photography by ~WantElegance @deviantart
I just don't want to be left amongst my friends and family, being the only one not to have a dream to aspire to. Simply put, it kinda gets lonely. Oh Gosh. That was corny of me!
Aaaaaand, this journal is a public one. But at least my thoughts are out here, so that it's off my
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