So Happy!

I'm so over the hype about going to uni while everyone younger than me goes to school. HAH.

I pretty much figured that the majority of my time is spent travelling to uni and not for study! I really need to get my Ps soon, otherwise, public transport will continue to torture meeeeeeee!

On the bright side of things, I've recently started training with my personal trainer - it is superb! I've never felt so fit in all my attempts to exercise regularly LOL! But damn, they make me sweat - hard! It's going to attribute to my dream body bahahahahahahah : D

It was our 4th anniversary a few days ago and we thought it'd be okay to skip some lectures for that day to spend some lovely time together. We originally had a plan but time went by so fast and other unprecedented circumstances came up that everything that happened that day, was on impulse. But it was good like that, some things are just better unplanned! LMAOOO and one thing I thought I'd never, ever DO with K was uh..take photo plus/photo world stickies. AHAHAHHA SO FUNNNY! Should totally upload it yeah?!

2NE1 LONELY COVER CONTEST

^ As mentioned above.
I'm entering this contest with my sister b/c it's such a great opportunity that I nor my sister would want to miss out just because we're too scared or nervous or feeling undermined. 

I am absolutely in love with this song and its lyrics. 

♫ Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Check out the MV and this guy's amazing cover of the song! He gives the song a much different feel and still amazingly sounds brilliant! Wish me luck :D

You & I - Park Bom Cover

There's no backing track - just me, trying to sing Bom's amazing high pitch. (Failed) Haha : D

This is the English translation lyrics I found while browsing through YouTube.

Oh and LOLOL! There's a cut at the last part of it cos, I missed the record button to record again b/c I was concentrating hard > : D

Comments please, cos I like, want to be like, a, like, YouTube, like, celebraahhhhhhtyyy ;) LOL

Pointless

Pointless meetings. Pointless chats. Pointless arguments. Pointless feelings.

It's pointless. 

Off to work. Bye

EASTER EGG HUNT

Ahoy me hearties! All aboard on my ship and let me take you to a place where only dreams and aspirations exist ~

Lately, I've been feeling pretty lazy. Super lazy, to the point where I didn't go to the toilet despite having to. LOL! My sis, T, and I found approximately 6 lizards in total in our house. What did we do? My first reaction - SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT. and then got the vacuum cleaner and sucked the damn little jitterbugs away. T was just standing there. Thanks sis, big help! 

My mid-semester break starts this Friday for me, but I have work and I can't really complain, I'm in need of some dosh baby. AHAHA, last I checked, in my key card, I had only $65.83 cents left. Oh gosh, spent too much on food in uni and on myself and on my sisters. I like to spoil them now, it's cute :)

Easter is coming and I LOVE EASTER. WHY? No, it's not because I get to have Easter egg hunts and have a bundle full of chocolate ready for my tasting and the house will be filled with a chocolate-ly atmosphere..okay maybe that but more so that it's a time where I can spend time with my family. I haven't been able to really be with them or spend time or talk or even eat dinner together b/c of uni timetable and sometimes b/c I'm out with K. So I feel really bad, and sometimes, if I'm really emo on a day, I'd feel like I'm not their daughter and shit. Ah man. So I'm going to spoil and annoy the heck out of my family until they get sick of me :) 

^ Cousin and Aunt from Germany came over to Melb - miss them so much :(

Recently went to a friend's 18th and it was such an awesome night with the girls! A & U were beautiful on the night as we celebrated their coming of age haha. Thank you for the great great night and food and entertainment!!

^ Beloved Girls <3

^ best. frozen. yoghurt. EVAAAAAHHHH

It's been too long!

HOLYYYYYYYYYY ..SMOKE! : D

When was the last time I blogged? Since February I think. Now it's the end of March! I have so much gossip to tell you guys..LOL as if gossip and as if anyone reads this anyway haha :)

University started 5 weeks ago and it is really such great fun! I feel sooooo independent now and like a "mature" young adult haha! To be honest, it really was a bit frightening, but luckily, I had a friend I know who's also doing the same course as me. And now, it's such a breeze. Made heaps of great friends too : D

LOL and who was it that said that there were "good looking " guys at M Uni? Uh..fail ? Hahaha, that was mean. There were a few good looking ones that caught my attention but I have one of my own : P 

I haven't been working as much as I thought I would've because of my uni timetable. I have like these massive breaks in between. The max hours were a 5 hour break. LOL! But.. I'm not complaining, it's all good. I get to see my friends during those breaks and my K :)

Some crap news to tell..to this anonymous internet! Winter is coming soon - I seriously dislike the cold weather, but I'd prefer it over the hot hot hottttttt Summer! I love Autumn. Such pretty leaves, and crunchy sounds when you step on them haha. Aaaaand, I'm sort of broke man. I need to save more, but I can't help it if food at uni is so so so good or if I have the urges to S-H-O-P! Yeah, better not spend, or I won't even be able to afford traveling tickets - but MYKI IS SUCH A RIP OFF! Grr. I had to spend $15 at most for only ONE day of traveling bro! 

I recently went to a friend's 18th and it was a blast. Good to see all the girls again and some fresh new faces I hadn't met before : D The night was cranking bottles and a whole lot of screaming and dancing! LOL some funny " accidents " too : P I met the Crib and they were cool about letting my friend and I in as the only girls LOL nah, maybe i exaggerated that a bit, but none the less, being a crib member could have its benefits *wink wink* hahahaaha

I'll update this blog a bit more now that I am more flexible with my time : D Here are some photos~

 

^ Gran's cute cute dog - Fei Lou LOL ( Fat man )

^ I'm sorry, I felt pretty that night LOL

 

^ My girls, missing Mai and Nada though :( - Buffet night <3

Until we meet again darlings! LOL (wtf?)

Be My Valentine

Feeling pretty loved up at the moment and first of all, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!

Well to those haters, Valentine isn't just about being with your boyfriend/girlfriend. : DD Just share the friggen love!

 

K got me THE cutest plushie ever. Well, second to Mario&Bros, but this is suppppper close! Thank yo so so much! And of course, a beautiful rose. Oh shucks! Notice where the plushie is from? FROM "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL" Korean drama!!!!!!! Ahhhhh I adore it!

Sailor Moon

A collab with my awesome cousin, Yun : DDDD

Your Voice ( Kimi No Koe )

Kimi No Koe (Your Voice) by Shota Shimizu

I'm in love with this song. It is so smoothing and kind of reminds me of JJ Lin's style of music..a bit. The melody of it i mean. But yeah, LOVE IT! The lyrics are good too. None of that flimsy, fake that you'd find nowadays. That's why i love love love shota.

His latest single entitled, " YOU & I " was released on the 28th of Jan..i think. I'm lucky i could find it quickly and got a hold of it : D It's not on Youtube so i can't show you guys, but really, it's so good.

Wow, this is my second post in one day. I never do that...unless i'm feeling a little peckish : / So weird.

I'm thinking of maybe moving out of home because it'd be closer to uni and of course, a little more freedom. I HATE being cooped up at home but this past month, it's been really hectic. It's all family stuff but it's gotten so serious. I can't even afford time with friends or K. It's just family, family, family. Really sucks. But, y'know, they're my family. -Sigh- When did this entry become depressing? Grr, hopefully, by the end of this week, somethings will get back to normal. PLEASE!

This Thursday, 3rd of February, is Chinese New Year Day : D I'm wishing everyone a safe, happy and prosperous new year. See you all soon!

That Moment

Lovers in the sky !

drew this on my oekaki site, thought I'd share it here : D

W-wait !

Wooo! I finally got my M Uni ID card!

I laughed at my friend for saying that they (The M Uni Staff) took your passport photo with a webcam, and when i went today, my photo was taken by the webcam. Hmm. Logitech Webcam too.

Of course, i will not be uploading the picture here! It's utterly hideous, as the closed up to my face and i look really chubby. Well, not that i think i'm skinny/lean, but my face isn't chubby : T Oh well, it feels pretty awesome to flash your ID card and say " I'M A M UNI  STUDENT B*TCHESSSSSSSS " LOL

I've been driving a lot lately and i even drove out to our Aussie outback! It was great fun as Dad was guiding my cousin and i on driving. Between the constant yells of " slowly..slowly..I SAID SLOWLY, WAIT NO STOP, STOPPPPPPP!" AHAHAHAHA, that was hilarious. During those days of driving, i reckon, my cousin and i made my dad loose a bit of his youth ; D Here's a quick vid of the scenary of my neighbourhood as i recorded from the back seat, while J was driving AHAHA, she's going to kill me. Love you woman!

Recently, a wave of emotions have taken over and my god, some of it feels so good and some feels so bad.

I was looking forward to going to the Hachi Sounds Concert, but things don't always go as planned and that sucks bad. But not to worry! I've been busy with work, family and friends and with my K.

It was such a surprise when i saw K walk through the door at my workplace and i was OMG..what is K doing here?! But all was good and i felt really happy :D

This is a cute phone jewel that K got for me <3

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

A Hakuma matata, what a wonderful day! ♫

University offers just recently came out and I went to the Fed Square with my friends to check out the earlier releases of our offers at 6.30pm. So after work, i met up with them to go hyper together. Haha it wasn't the best of weather and while we waited for our other friend to arrive, my mate and i just sat outside fed square and watched the Australian Open while having maccas. Even though i just finished work at maccas..i still ended up eating their food. There goes my 4-hr worth of hard earned money back to them LOL ! Nah, my manager was super cool that day and gave me the free meals!

Did some window shopping at Harbour Town in Docklands and then went to see if the ice skating place was still open, but guess it didn't since it was already 5.30pm. Shame! It was so cool, the ring reminded me of the Mighty Ducks Movie, haha.

After our friend came, we headed off to fed square again and to our dismay, found no newspaper left. it was already sold out!! AND IT WAS ONLY 6.35pm!!!!!!! But luckily, this guy and his friend offered to share his newspaper and we squealed with delight and grateful wishes..literally squealed haha. Hmm, the gwuai lou was kinda cute : 3 and his friend apparent;y got 100% on his UMAT! WOW!

The university offers was great news to all of us and although we wanted to go out for dinner to celebrate, i had to go home as i promised my parents i'd be home before 8 -____- I hope everyone is happy with their offers, and if not, there is still the second round! 

My cousin and family friends came over and we hung out. Just the girls though, the guys went some other place to be "cool" Haha, such losers. Nah, they're pretty cool. 

As night fell quickly, we found ourselves getting ready to sleep in the lounge room together and had a little "beauty" treatment. Haha, it was quite hilarious. Seeing my sister getting her first ever face mask and all that waxing..down..i meannnnn....! JOKES! It was all quite peaceful and relaxing, i assure you ;) Didn't sleep too well and woke at the crack of dawn, at 7am. Woah, like that was the earliest i've woken since the last day of school past. 

Since V was yet too young to try on the face mask, my cousin, T and I tried it on. It was super relaxing : D

 

 

 

 

Tomorrow is the day where i'd have to go to M Uni to enrol and choose my units to study and I am totally looking forward to tomorrow. The weather is awesome, got a few of my favourite girls with me and awesome fun! It's been a while since i last felt this relaxed really, what with all of the past year filled with VCE. But now, it's time for Uni and a new beginning for me ( Y )

A Teaser

I made a cover of Love Forever by Miliyah Kato Ft. Shimizu Shota

Andddddd this is like a teaser of it : P

To be honest, i like Forever Love by Shimizu Shota Ft Miliyah Kato version more, but both is good haha.

But i'm kinda scared to post it on youtube so ill put it here for a while instead

Man i sound... like i have a block nose, but it's actually because my throat kinda died after so many retakes of this song. Ahahaha 

I really felt like singing because the sun finally came out again after like a week of non stop raining : D

Oh and Viv's 18th was super fun - thankyou viviannnnnn !!
I included a photo of Kim, Me, Diana and Anita while my cover as the bg LOLLLLL fail huh?

1.

私の顔から、今すぐ出ってけしなさい！
本当にうるさいな。
馬鹿じゃない？

あんたの顔、声、体も、見たくない。
いつもベラベラをする。
何か、あなたの言葉は本当の言葉で気持ちかな？
いや、あなたは本当の言葉で気持ちがありえない。
なぜ？それはあなたもう、人間じゃない。

私は日本語で書くの竜は、やはり、誰もがこのジャーナルを読めから。
かも。。。な
 そして、誰もが分かないだろう。
少し安心したわ。

じつは、最近、何もかんぺきで、もう「もどれない」と言うの気持ちがある。
それは本当におどろくな気持ちだ。
だって、私はまだわかくて色なことをすることができなかった。
ちょっと残念だと思う。
だから、今、このジャナールの中に、私の本当の気持ちを書く。
だが、日本語で。
竜一：　誰もが分かる。。。ね
竜二：　日本語を練習する
竜三：　誰もが分かれない、とくにりょしん。

さ、このエントリを書てから、ずいぶん気持ちが元気になったわ。
嬉しいかも。
じゃあ、また。

Y'know, I REALLY LIKE YOU!

2011 !

Summer is here and the weather should be great - hot and great breeze. But since it's Melbourne's weather, it's f*cked up.

I've been going out a lot and also working a lot. So it balances my income. LOL 

I recently went shopping alone and bought some nice heels - despite the fact that my dad thought i was already too tall, so buying heels wasn't a good idea. Too bad, i bought it anyway :DDDD

This Friday is Viv's 18th and i can't wait! Another chance for all the girls to meet up once again before a few of them leaving for overseas holiday! 

I'm currently in love, like TOTALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYY in love with the preppy and military look. Olive green pants with black blazer and some studds to give attitude is AWESOME! With the preppy look, makes you look authoritative but also flirty haha

i love that green blazer there.

i love blazers cos they give my broad shoulders an edgy but feminine look too!

It begins only now

Tears.

Laughter.

Swearing.

Bashing.

Tears Again.

Disappointment.

Laughter Again.

Year 2010 is over.

Bring it on.

New Cut

4 days.
ATAR.
Me.
Uni.

FARRRRRRRRR..k
Wow, i'm up so late.

I'll start a new, as for now, I'M GETTING READY FOR CHRISTMAS WOO!
Jingle Bells, Batman smells, robin laid an egg :D

Night!

Much Ado About Nothing

Year 12 is over and I've been constantly out of the house and partying away, free of the stressful VCE year that has been.
So why is it that when it's meant to be the holiday season now, that I think of school? Weird.

True, I do admit missing the highschool days where we get concession on just about everything (Well, I still do..) and being to get away with things 'cos we were still UNDER LEGAL AGE. 

18. And we're "legal". What the heck. I personally know people who are 18 y/o and are certainly not the "responsible adult" we are meant to be. I thought 21 was the age that signifies the true capacity of becoming an adult. And so it is. Well..hopefully. I don't want to feel pressured into becoming an "adult" who cannot have fun, or be a "kid" or even hide their childish sides. 

There shouldn't be a restriction or what an "adult" should be like. Except a few basic principles - but heck, that's mostly common sense! But as the good old saying goes - common sense is the hardest to obtain.

 Through the lyrics of my favourite artist - Shota Shimizu,
"The most scariest thing is becoming an adult, where you cannot cry when you want to or say what you want, even when you love this person this much."

Since turning 18y/o, I feel that this lyric passage is true. All of a sudden the world's burden also becomes your own. Scary thought.

Even up till now, I haven't really grasped what my future aspirations are and it feels PATHETIC. One truly improves and enjoys life when they have a goal they can aim for. I only have a half-arsed goal. That's probably why I'm still acting like a silly girl and not facing the reality. Or simply, maybe I'm just too paranoid. I'm 18y/o and I'm contemplating on such matters, s seriously. 
Wow. I kinda sound OLD.


^ Photography by ~WantElegance @deviantart



I just don't want to be left amongst my friends and family, being the only one not to have a dream to aspire to. Simply put, it kinda gets lonely. Oh Gosh. That was corny of me!

Aaaaaand, this journal is a public one. But at least my thoughts are out here, so that it's off my hairy chest. LOL

HOLY MOLY!

Ah GEEEE-SUS.
Time flew by so quickly. The chance to say goodbye and take one last look at high school life has passed. 

I'M OFFICIALLY AN EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD ..GIRL LOL!
DUH.

There's so much to say really, but i'm not in the mood to type/write today. Maybe 'cos the weather is bothering me and 今日の天気はくもりですから、ちょっと、ざんねんですね。Why am i suddenly typing in Japanese..I miss my japanese classes :( 

Right now, i want to say a HUGEEEEE THANKS to the girls who were able to come to my birthday party and for the lovely presents, (OH MY F-ING GOD) ;) and of course, for the hilarious memories!

Man, onto more sombre news, the ATAR results will be out into about..two weeks i think. こわいいいいいいいいいいい！
Yeah :)

I've also decided to start improving my mother language aka. CHINESE CANTONESE D: It's pretty fob. and i mean CRAP! Aya. LOL well from the help of Japanese Kanji..it will suffice? (A)

Okay, I'll blog more later, as for now, I'm busy watching (I know it's pretty late for me do to this too haha) Nodame Cantabile "のだめカンタービレ" But Ueno Juri is in it!! SHE'S SO COOL ♥

Finally

Okay guys, back to english haha.

I've finished my japanese oral examination and to be brutally honest...it was fabulous.

Yeah sounds conceited but it truly was amazing. The only thing i probably regretted doing was not remembering the word  "どしょうかん"  which means " Library ". Instead i got stuck and said " RAI-BA-RI " T__T Jeez.

Aaaaaaaaaaaand today at 12.15PM, i've successfully completed my english examination! WOOOO! 3 hours of writing and stomach growling haha so embarrassing

Last night, i couldn't sleep because i was thinking about english and all the quotes that i had to remember! So i ended up staying up to 2AM. And woke at 6.30AM to the feeling of groggy-ness

Here is a picture of my desk at the moment. Must clean it for methods study; the exam for that is in a week's time. Thank God!

 

Adios